My Crumbling World

Dark times are a coming, the skies feel so heavy and black

Not sure that this will improve, but know that I have to try

People that I thought I could trust, and be there to support me

Just seem to leave me struck dumb and asking myself......why?

A wall of silence has appeared, where there was always comfort

A suspicious look, a steely stare, then backs turned towards me

I feel so alone,hurt and unwanted, no one there any more

All I want is to be loved again. What will happen? We shall see.

Cold darkness is closing in around me,suffercating me,

My candle of hope has been extinguished, no more light

Naked, unprotected, forlorn, don`t know where to turn to

Any point in carrying on, or should I just give up the fight?

All the love I felt for you, has disappeared from sight

The tender moments we shared together, are no more

The wonderful memories we had made as a couple

Just leave me saddened, lonely, bitter, upset and sore.

I had built my hopes around you, now they are destroyed

Life that has been completely ruined, not sure where to go

Rubble all about me, shattered dreams, there is no more

Trying to keep afloat here, though you sunk me very low.

I must pick myself up off the floor and carry on

Learn from the past, never forget it, but close the door

Hold my head up high, never ask... why?  but look forward

With my family and friends, I need never fear no more.