Friday, 17 October 2014

You`re My Whole World...

my world moves when you speak
as my heart flutters as you hold me tight
floating on misty air when you`re around
for our souls dance on through the night

your caress sends my senses racing
such tenderness sets my soul on fire
for as we touch our love explodes
you are my whole world, my desire

passion racing when we are together
true love is a wonderful emotion
ever present through eternity
constantly flowing like the ocean

to see your face lights up with joy
as we walk hand in hand along the beach
our love grows strong day by day
I`ll never let you out of my reach

© Lissie Bull 2014


Image found on eloquentLiberator.blogspot.co,uk

Thursday, 16 October 2014

Feelings

I don`t hate you
I never have
you just decided
how I felt
please don`t tell me
what to do
I already know
I am no fool

these emotions
seem so strong
yet you just think
I don`t care
you only see
what you want
no matter how
that hurts me so

don`t tell me how
this will end
I have feelings
that should count
so let it be
we`ll survive
life`s not fair
please don`t forget

so remember
just to be
at one with us
and you`ll find
we will cope
with these feelings
so back off
and we`ll get on....!



© Lissie Bull 2014





Past through to the future

the crumpled remains
of our old past
heart felt letters written
poems drawn from our souls

creating memories
for us to hold on to
time keeps on ticking
showing us the future

new memories to forge
with this chains
linking us together
never to be broken

night follows day
season after season
not knowing what will be
stepping in to the unknown

torn paper from our past
discarded and remembered
tortured yet cherished
our past to the future...!



© Lissie Bull 2014

Image titled Photohunt Ruin 
taken by Sweetpeaphototc 
found on Deviantart











Wednesday, 15 October 2014

Hidden Friendship

Aaron had to fend for himself,  no parents to help him or guide him, no one to love him. He had to fight for everything he needed, from the food he stole to the clothes on his back, right through to his bed for the night.
He would sit on the top landing of the fire escape and watch the world go by, as he ate his stale supper. Down below the traffic flowed, people driving back home from work, to a hot meal and a warm comfy bed.  He didn`t hate them, he wasn't even jealous of them anymore.   Over the years he had grown hard to his situation and just managed to live day to day. He wasn't ruled by society, he didn't work nine to five,, he could go where he wanted and do what he liked,  he was free.
To night he had a large old battered cardboard box and a pile of newspapers  and no one was going to take them from him.  He had also found a pizza box, which still contained a few slices of ham pizza. 
So as he sat in his usual spot, on the fire escape landing and watched the streams of traffic crawling home, he listened to some music that drifted up from one of the apartments below, some rock and roll, Aaron leaned back against the wall and smiled to himself,  this was cool, this was the life!
Down below him, in another world was a lad about the same age as Aaron.  Jason had a home, hot food and a warm comfy bed,  in fact everything Aaron didn`t have.  So why wasn't he happy ?  Jason was lonely, he didn`t have many friends, only the ones that his parents approved of, and around here that wasn`t many at all.  He heard the other kids playing on the street or in the park, he heard their laughs and squeals of pleasure as they played, but they were not the type of kids his parents wanted him to have  as friends.
Tonight he was sat at his window, watching the world go by,  wishing he could join in with all the fun, instead of staying in on his own.  It was a different world out there and he wasn't allowed to be part of it.  He had just finished his supper and was listening to some rock and roll , but still very lonely. The evening  rush hour traffic was almost over now, and Jason loved to watch the city lights flicker through his window.  He would imagine other people`s lives, the dramas and adventures they would have. He was jealous and very lonely.
Aaron finished his pizza and as it was a lovely warm evening, decided to go and meet up with Zippy who squatted in a cellar about three blocks south of here. As he made his way down to street level, he wondered if Zippy had any of his home made brew, maybe they could sit and talk over a drink.
He made it down to street level, and darted past the apartment with the music, ran to the end of the block, nipped around the corner , turned on to Maine Street, and was gone.
Jason watched a lanky scruffy kid run past his window in the evening light, his eyes darting all around him and he stuck to the shadows, ran up to the corner, paused for a moment before disappearing around it.  Before Jason realized it, he was out of his window and following this kid through the shadows and around the corner.  He stayed in the shadows too, eyes glued to the kid. 
Where was he going, what adventure would he have?  He didn`t know where he would end up, or what would happen to him, but it had to be better that just sitting at his window longing for things to happen and dreaming.
Aaron continued on down Maine Street, three blocks wasn't far and he would soon be in the warmth with Zippy.  As he darted along, ever watchful for trouble, so that he could stay out of it all,  he spotted a small gang, lurking in one of the alley ways and so he paused for a few moments, until he knew it was safe to go on.  Phew....  safely past and on he went.  He was only a little further down the street, still watching around, but no one was after him.  He was almost about to carry on down the street, when he heard a  shout and then a scream. He hesitated, listened, and then did something he knew he would regret.  Aaron ran back up the way he had just come from and around the corner in the alley way, he saw the small gang stood over a limp body of a kid about his own age.
Aaron thought quickly and then shouted, " ok Mr Cop man he`s around this corner.." then he stamped his feet hard on the ground .  The gang froze, then ran away up the alley as fast as they could.  Aaron  slowly turned the corner and then went up to the kid. Crouching down, he could see the kid had been beaten and was bleeding from a few small cuts. Luckily he hadn't been beaten up too badly.
Aaron asked him what his name was,   Jason, opened an eye and tried to get up to run away from this kid as he thought this was a member of the gang.  Aaron held his hand out to help Jason up and smiled at him.  Jason realized this kid wasn't going to hit him.  He took the hand and got up.  Together they moved out of the alley and in to the light of Maine Street.  Jason wasn't badly hurt, just mostly his pride. 
Jason had a few dollars on him, so he offered Aaron the money as a thank you,  Aaron took the money and they walked back along Maine Street talking.  Jason found that Aaron was easy to talk to and asked him loads of questions.   They came to a Hot-dog stand, that Aaron knew, he ordered two hot-dogs and the two boys found a park bench and sat and ate them, still talking.
They walked back to Jason`s window and Aaron told him where he sort of lived.  They agree to meet up again and both knew a new friendship had been made. They said good bye and Jason climbed back into his window, but his world didn`t feel so lonely, he also realized that appearances were deceptive and although Aaron was a street kid,  living a hard life, but under that thick skin, there was kindness.  Aaron needn't of helped him out, but he had and just because he wasn't from a good home, he was still a good person and a friend to Jason.
Jason didn`t feel so lonely any more, he had wished for a friend and now he had one. This was his secret friend....
© Lissie Bull 2014

Heaven...!

Heaven is a place I would love to be
bright, tranquil, full of harmony
somewhere calm to rest my weary wings
amongst the clouds where an angel sings
white robes, bare footed and full of love
sat in God`s garden, there up above
looking down on earth so full of woe
glad I`m up there and not down below
the best bit of all is, I`d be with you
by your side whole of eternity through..



Missing all the loved ones that I have lost along life's way.......

Image found on http://angelslightworldwide.com/

© Lis Bull 2013

Tuesday, 14 October 2014

Mirrored Beauty

Beauty that glides across a mirror
graceful and serene as she goes
slowly swimming elegantly
a picture of calmness that shows

Just beneath the waters surface
all is unseen frantic action
with feet like pistons pounding
allowing such graceful motion

Their long slender necks high up high
orange beaks and black eyes so bright
wings folded neatly towards their tail
shimmering white in the evening light

Feathers preened to perfection
this water`s home to great treasures
floating across so serenely
awesome to watch these great creatures

© Lissie Bull 2014

Monday, 13 October 2014

Emotional Downs.....

Been feeling a bit down
these past few days
not talking that much
very stuck in my ways

Fed up with these emotions
just sat here needing hugs
but I've buried my head
deep in the sod with the bugs

Maybe I'll smile again
just have to wait and see
send some hugs my way
I just want to be free.

Never seem that lucky now
for love has passed me by
hate being stuck in this ditch
just left with a question, why?


© Lissie Bull 2014
A Child of War

He was a child of the universe
Born into a hostile country
No mother or father to care
Never knowing any love or pity

Was found naked, hungry and cold
Laying there on the dirt floor alone
Gun fire could be heard all around
He was nothing but skin and bone

This child was given up for lost
For this place had the smell of death
Flies everywhere, no comfort here
If left, he would take his last breath.

Scooping him up into my arms
Wrapping a dirty rag around him
Saving the child from this horror
Could give him a chance, however slim.



With all these wars on the papers and on the television, its so hard to comprehend what people are going through, the terror and pain,  peace and understanding is what is needed now...!


© Lissie Bull 2012