At this moment....

At this moment, I feel  down and alone
angry with all the world throws at me
wondering what I did so wrong
to find myself in this dark misery

never a fun moment to bring a smile
never a surprise that`s so full laughter
just long drawn out days of loneliness
that appear endless, no happy ever after!

term that come`s to mind, is Motherhood
the endless round of chores and commitment
it`s not a job but a vocation for life
so fuelled by love I`ll show not resentment

when I feel down on these sort of days
I look to my memories and brush away the agony
then I`ll put on a smile and give my kids a hug
there`s nothing better than my wonderful family!

(c) Lissie Bull 2019