Broken Faith and Trust
can faith and trust be restored once broken?
when the heart bleeds from it`s deep lacerations
this piercing pain that grips this beating organ
is choked with remorse and consternation
for the very deeds that were inflicted
so harshly on this innocent soul
have left scars that cut through its central nerve
thus leaving a sensation of lost control
even the mere spoken vulgarity
has sent shock waves echoing around
can faith and trust be restored once broken ?
time will tell, if hope eternal is found
a fragile situation that with hope may well be repaired through effort and time
© Lis Bull 2014
Friday, 31 January 2014
Forgiveness on both sides
If I've upset you, I'm sorry
I didn`t mean to yell at you
I try to bite my lip, and then
A voice in my head tells me too
Where we go from here, I don`t know
You make me so angry inside
I want to scream and shout you see
These strong emotions, I can`t abide
Quickly, I regret all that`s been said
Stuck here, tears running down my face
Caught up between anger and pain
I am in a very strange place
Need to feel I'm part of your life
Not discarded along the way
Through this pain, we can be happy
And look forward to a new day!
Feelings felt after an argument ....
© Lis Bull 2014
Lost trust
When trust is broken
your hand slips away
confidence is crushed
there`s nothing more to say
Trusted you with my life
and now I've been betrayed
no one else to turn to
though I wish you had stayed
Sadly you let me fall
I'm slumped here on the ground
broken, bruised and battered
once you go, there`s no sound
What`s the use carrying on?
now you've left me to die
I'm here with one question
After all we've been through......why?
Lost trust is so hard to earn back....
© Lis Bull 2014
When trust is broken
your hand slips away
confidence is crushed
there`s nothing more to say
Trusted you with my life
and now I've been betrayed
no one else to turn to
though I wish you had stayed
Sadly you let me fall
I'm slumped here on the ground
broken, bruised and battered
once you go, there`s no sound
What`s the use carrying on?
now you've left me to die
I'm here with one question
After all we've been through......why?
Lost trust is so hard to earn back....
© Lis Bull 2014
Thursday, 30 January 2014
Feelings of belonging
sat here thinking
hoping and longing
that one day I`ll feel part of this
want strong feelings of belonging
feeling so lonely
want to scream and shout
over whelming need for company
even though there are people about
need to be wanted
anger all around me
atmosphere is thick with tension
slicing through, there must be calm you see
there are times in our lives when we feel alone even though there people all around us......
sat here thinking
hoping and longing
that one day I`ll feel part of this
want strong feelings of belonging
feeling so lonely
want to scream and shout
over whelming need for company
even though there are people about
need to be wanted
anger all around me
atmosphere is thick with tension
slicing through, there must be calm you see
want companionship
people to talk too
to feel wanted, needed and loved
that`s the one thing I ask of you
people to talk too
to feel wanted, needed and loved
that`s the one thing I ask of you
there are times in our lives when we feel alone even though there people all around us......
© Lis Bull
2014
Wednesday, 29 January 2014
I love you.....
Little laughter
just to break the ice
strokes of feet
underneath the table
touch of hands
caress with fingers
our eyes meet
across the plates
little gestures
to show affections
emotions high
so need to hug you
a gentle kiss
to say"I love you"
love is in the air........
© Lis Bull 2014
Little laughter
just to break the ice
strokes of feet
underneath the table
touch of hands
caress with fingers
our eyes meet
across the plates
little gestures
to show affections
emotions high
so need to hug you
a gentle kiss
to say"I love you"
love is in the air........
© Lis Bull 2014
Clearing out the house
De-cluttering is good for the soul
at least this is what I was told
discarding all the trash in my life
throwing out the unwanted and old
Recycling the unnecessary
shredding documents not needed
sorting and stacking all so neatly
when all is done, you've succeeded
Then off to find a car boot sale
for me to turn my trash into gold
so hunting through to see where`s best
for all my items to be sold
So now my home is looking good
all de-cluttered and cleared out
for harmony has been restored
transformation ! without a doubt
So it`s out with the old and unwanted to make more room and some money for the next project.
© Lis Bull 2014
De-cluttering is good for the soul
at least this is what I was told
discarding all the trash in my life
throwing out the unwanted and old
Recycling the unnecessary
shredding documents not needed
sorting and stacking all so neatly
when all is done, you've succeeded
Then off to find a car boot sale
for me to turn my trash into gold
so hunting through to see where`s best
for all my items to be sold
So now my home is looking good
all de-cluttered and cleared out
for harmony has been restored
transformation ! without a doubt
So it`s out with the old and unwanted to make more room and some money for the next project.
© Lis Bull 2014
Tuesday, 28 January 2014
To my sweet daughter....
To my sweet daughter
just want to sent to you
many Birthday wishes
now you`re twenty two!
bouquet of scented flowers
to brighten up your day
chocolate cake for afters
celebrations all the way!
may your day be happy
full of fun and laughter
your wishes to come true
now and ever after
Happy Birthday Carolyn!
To my sweet daughter
just want to sent to you
many Birthday wishes
now you`re twenty two!
bouquet of scented flowers
to brighten up your day
chocolate cake for afters
celebrations all the way!
may your day be happy
full of fun and laughter
your wishes to come true
now and ever after
Happy Birthday Carolyn!
© Lis Bull
2014
Emotions
curled up on my sofa
emotions flooding through
not quite sure what happened
but I feeling rather blue
a tear runs down my cheek
tracing lines on my face
there`s so much going on
not sure about this place
there`s silence all around
an eerie feeling here
loneliness of the heart
want this to disappear
if only I could smile
and take this pain away
I will win this battle
and live another day
emotions come and go and we all have to cope with them...:)
© Lis Bull 2014
curled up on my sofa
emotions flooding through
not quite sure what happened
but I feeling rather blue
a tear runs down my cheek
tracing lines on my face
there`s so much going on
not sure about this place
there`s silence all around
an eerie feeling here
loneliness of the heart
want this to disappear
if only I could smile
and take this pain away
I will win this battle
and live another day
emotions come and go and we all have to cope with them...:)
© Lis Bull 2014
Monday, 27 January 2014
Contrasts
his eyes focused on the small screen
fingers moving fast while in combat
the concentration for his game
a contrast to the sleeping cat
her head resting on long limbs, she sleeps
stretched out across his comfy lap
her breathing, the only movement
a contrast from this gaming chap
only sound is constant clicking
as his game play gets more frantic
pounding fingers on the console
a contrast from her resting tactic
though aware of what he`s doing
she carries on sleeping happily
so content to dream away
cat and gamer in harmony
watching son on his console with the cat sleeping on his lap, both content in their own worlds
© Lis Bull 2014
his eyes focused on the small screen
fingers moving fast while in combat
the concentration for his game
a contrast to the sleeping cat
her head resting on long limbs, she sleeps
stretched out across his comfy lap
her breathing, the only movement
a contrast from this gaming chap
only sound is constant clicking
as his game play gets more frantic
pounding fingers on the console
a contrast from her resting tactic
though aware of what he`s doing
she carries on sleeping happily
so content to dream away
cat and gamer in harmony
watching son on his console with the cat sleeping on his lap, both content in their own worlds
© Lis Bull 2014
What are you thinking Mr Cat..?
What are you thinking Mr Cat ?
as you stare through the window pane
your eyes caught by an object far
concentration, anticipation
as you continue to watch
can see your face reflected
in the window glass
ears pricked forwards
listening to any sound
sitting perfectly still
and so aware of everything
if something moved outside
would you jump to catch it?
not sure about the glass
but sure that you will ask
"may I go out please"
just love you Mr Cat.....!
whiskers testing the air
eyes brightly focused
just love the way you watch
"may I watch with you?"
we can stare out the window
together we may study the world
Cats are so observant its wonderful to watch them watching the world ...!
© Lis Bull
2014
Sunday, 26 January 2014
When love is gone.....
no texts, no messages
just silence as usual
this is not working at all
you`re not very faithful
you say that you sent them
but my inbox is empty
sadly there is nothing
just silence a plenty
what more can I say to you
there`s no communication
so there`s no relationship
just a lack of information
Can`t carry on this way now
you`re just a sad lonely guy
time for me to slip away
I just rang to say goodbye
nothing more needs to be said.....
no texts, no messages
just silence as usual
this is not working at all
you`re not very faithful
you say that you sent them
but my inbox is empty
sadly there is nothing
just silence a plenty
what more can I say to you
there`s no communication
so there`s no relationship
just a lack of information
Can`t carry on this way now
you`re just a sad lonely guy
time for me to slip away
I just rang to say goodbye
nothing more needs to be said.....
© Lis Bull 2014
Saturday, 25 January 2014
My loving little Angel
I have this little angel
he sits and watches me
his wings are only tiny
but he`s as sweet as can be
With his big bright eyes
watching where ever I go
a little twitch of his nose
no way he`ll leave me now
Soft white feathery wings
my angel warms my heart
a loving kiss to calm me
promises we`ll never part
With gently soft paws
he`s curled up on my lap
purring so happily
as we both enjoy a nap
Love my little angel
he fills my heart with glee
showing that he really cares
my little kitten and me
Found this awesome photo and it brought back memories of my sweet pets.....
I have this little angel
he sits and watches me
his wings are only tiny
but he`s as sweet as can be
With his big bright eyes
watching where ever I go
a little twitch of his nose
no way he`ll leave me now
Soft white feathery wings
my angel warms my heart
a loving kiss to calm me
promises we`ll never part
With gently soft paws
he`s curled up on my lap
purring so happily
as we both enjoy a nap
Love my little angel
he fills my heart with glee
showing that he really cares
my little kitten and me
Found this awesome photo and it brought back memories of my sweet pets.....
© Lis Bull
2014
A Tender Moment
Stood in the rain sharing a brolly
huddled up close together
with winds howling all around us
in this wet and horrid weather
Looking up into your eyes
I spy a very cheeky grin
as drops of rain run down your face
and then drip off your handsome chin
So let us just forget this brolly
wrap ourselves in each others arms
I know we`ll be alright here
as you can woo me with your charms
This storm`s soaking us completely
as we kiss under the lamp light
a tender moment just for us
standing there well into the night
moments together create memories and strengthen the bonds
Stood in the rain sharing a brolly
huddled up close together
with winds howling all around us
in this wet and horrid weather
Looking up into your eyes
I spy a very cheeky grin
as drops of rain run down your face
and then drip off your handsome chin
So let us just forget this brolly
wrap ourselves in each others arms
I know we`ll be alright here
as you can woo me with your charms
This storm`s soaking us completely
as we kiss under the lamp light
a tender moment just for us
standing there well into the night
moments together create memories and strengthen the bonds
© Lis Bull
2014
Friday, 24 January 2014
Sneaked Hug
Strolling hand in hand
along the ocean`s edge
sea spray in our faces
for the tide, we try to dodge
with bodies so relaxed
and tender looks of love
so catching your eye
we sneak a little hug
while smiling brightly........
we continue along
between sand and sea
tide tickling our toes
as we walk the beach
stealing a second hug
as we laugh together
enjoying a tender moment
sneaking a kiss for good measure
loving you more.......!
tender moment help to make a relationship better, building memories to treasure!
© Lis Bull
2014
Morning Kiss
Deep in slumber
safe in your embrace
pleasant dreams
knowing we`re safe
laying skin to skin
snuggled together
as the sun peeps through
the gap in the shutter
birds are singing
at the sun comes up
morning is here.......
I feel a tender kiss
as I stir from sleep
soft as a feather
upon my cheek
is this a dream
should I wake up?
turning toward you
I feel your lips
searching for mine
a morning kiss
to greet the new day.....!
best way to wake up and start a new day.......!
© Lis Bull
2014
Sun Rays and Coffee
Sunlight streaming through the window
bathing the whole room in light
patterns appear across the table
creating such a wonderful sight
Blue skies and sun start off the day
shadows shifting across the room
following along the sun`s path
sweeping away the nights gloom
Cut flowers reflected in the glass
bobbing buds that seem to whisper
so vibrant with many colours
each little petal seems much crisper
Sat there at the kitchen table
with a mug of coffee in hand
the sun shining through the window
for me, my day has all been planned
as the light shimmers all around
everything seems much better now
the best start to the day is found
Mornings are a great time in the bright sun shine..........
© Lis Bull 2014
Thursday, 23 January 2014
Cuddles in Bed
There is a warm feeling in my heart
as I watch you beside me sleeping
with your face so peaceful there
wonder what secrets you are keeping
Your eyes flicker with your dreams
I'm curious to know, so take care!
offering you a penny for those thoughts
as I softly stroke your hair
Hearing your steady breathing
snoozing away so gently
I love to see you so relaxed
as you lay there contently
The warmth that you generate
soothing away my aches and pains
thus easing us both into deep sleep
releasing all the days strains
Drifting off into peaceful slumber
wrapped up in your arms so strong
safe in the knowledge that you are there
protecting and loving me all night long
Cuddles aids a great night of dreaming.....
© Lis Bull 2014
Image found on attackofthecute.com
Image found on attackofthecute.com
Missing my rock..
sat here hugging my mug of coffee
wondering why you had to leave
a single tear runs down my cheek
as I'm left here to sit and grieve
you were my rock, my stead fast mate
together we had ruled our destiny
and therefore made new memories
leaving behind us a great legacy
so I find myself left here alone
to ponder how I should move on
trying to come to terms with my loss
and pick myself up, now you`re gone!
Missing my love, my rock.....
sat here hugging my mug of coffee
wondering why you had to leave
a single tear runs down my cheek
as I'm left here to sit and grieve
you were my rock, my stead fast mate
together we had ruled our destiny
and therefore made new memories
leaving behind us a great legacy
so I find myself left here alone
to ponder how I should move on
trying to come to terms with my loss
and pick myself up, now you`re gone!
Missing my love, my rock.....
© Lis Bull 2014
Wednesday, 22 January 2014
My magical place
There`s this magical place I love to go
steps of stone spiralling down below
mystical arches to walk on through
my secret place is hidden from view
strolling through its open hallowed halls
with green moss slowly covering the walls
a cool atmosphere to calm the soul
as I relax here, yet stay in control
walking through tunnels, I love the sound
round and round as I descend to the ground
walls decorated with arches and niches
hinting a history of wondrous riches
but deep in this place there`s nothing to fear
of bygone times to be found down here
enjoying the peace of this special space
my mystical, magical secret place
secret hiding places are the best, full of mysteries and wonder.....
There`s this magical place I love to go
steps of stone spiralling down below
mystical arches to walk on through
my secret place is hidden from view
strolling through its open hallowed halls
with green moss slowly covering the walls
a cool atmosphere to calm the soul
as I relax here, yet stay in control
walking through tunnels, I love the sound
round and round as I descend to the ground
walls decorated with arches and niches
hinting a history of wondrous riches
but deep in this place there`s nothing to fear
of bygone times to be found down here
enjoying the peace of this special space
my mystical, magical secret place
secret hiding places are the best, full of mysteries and wonder.....
© Lis Bull 2014
Tuesday, 21 January 2014
Life shouldnt be
Life shouldn't be.......
The pain of living, losing or hurting
gets to all of us in time
just needing to be loved and happy
this certainly isn't a crime
Every day can be a struggle
no matter how we try to cope
this circle of despair grows
all that we really want is hope
This feeling in the pit of my stomach
fills me with a strange fear
of loneliness and depression
I'm just wishing it to disappear
Hate the idea of being left alone
no one to talk things through
to try and start all over again
have to make a start, it`s true
So looking to the future
as this pain can not be right
Life shouldn't be full of pain or a struggle, it should be full of friends and love....
© Lis Bull 2014
The pain of living, losing or hurting
gets to all of us in time
just needing to be loved and happy
this certainly isn't a crime
Every day can be a struggle
no matter how we try to cope
this circle of despair grows
all that we really want is hope
This feeling in the pit of my stomach
fills me with a strange fear
of loneliness and depression
I'm just wishing it to disappear
Hate the idea of being left alone
no one to talk things through
to try and start all over again
have to make a start, it`s true
So looking to the future
as this pain can not be right
take the bull by the horns
I need to move towards the lightLife shouldn't be full of pain or a struggle, it should be full of friends and love....
© Lis Bull 2014
The quiet pool
pale blue silk rippling gently
a mirror reflecting the clouds
hiding the depths down below
all drifting behind a shroud
lapping against the land`s edge
an almost silent slash is heard
increasing circles across the water
this moving fluid that's stirred
as the sun brushes the surface
leaving patterns for me to see
with the shadows moving slowly
creating such tranquillity
Love to sit quietly by a pool amongst the trees
© Lis Bull 2014
pale blue silk rippling gently
a mirror reflecting the clouds
hiding the depths down below
all drifting behind a shroud
lapping against the land`s edge
an almost silent slash is heard
increasing circles across the water
this moving fluid that's stirred
as the sun brushes the surface
leaving patterns for me to see
with the shadows moving slowly
creating such tranquillity
Love to sit quietly by a pool amongst the trees
© Lis Bull 2014
Monday, 20 January 2014
Unexpected pain......
hate being shouted at
don`t know what I've done
been there when you needed help
now I'm the hated one
the look in your eyes
tells it all for me
don't want me around no more
I'm just the bad banshee
your voice is so harsh
the words are just spat out
and your body language too
you leave me in no doubt
I'm hurt to the core
so I will leave you be
sorry to have bothered you
I`ll take my leave sadly
pain can come from the most unexpected places......
© Lis Bull 2014
Sunday, 19 January 2014
Glory all the way
The excitement of the occasion
beats steadily in my heart
pounding through my veins
tearing me apart
This need just stumps me
my world is spinning round
the adrenaline is high
Running as I hit the ground!
Bright lights and action
the beat is really fast
tension there, is showing
this will be a blast
Moving onto glory
This will be a wonderful day
Accomplishing so much
Excitement all the way!!
With heart beat and the adrenalin racing there is excitement in the air........
© Lis Bull 2014
I love you
The gentle touch of a hand
the gesture of a loving heart
a brush of lips across my cheek
I love the way you play your part
Whispering tender nothings in my ear
could make me blush some what
run my fingers through your hair
That always hits the spot
That always hits the spot
A glance can say so much
it lets me know you care
a smile lights up my world
because I know you`re there
To watch you across a room
feeling my heart skip so lightly
as you smile in my direction
I want to hold you tightly
for this love that we have
is our special secret
© Lis Bull 2014
it lets me know you care
a smile lights up my world
because I know you`re there
To watch you across a room
feeling my heart skip so lightly
as you smile in my direction
I want to hold you tightly
for this love that we have
is our special secret
© Lis Bull 2014
Saturday, 18 January 2014
Eternal Rose
A red rose for you my love
to show how much I care
from a tiny little bud
peeping through the mists of time
growing slowly with each day
as tender love is shown
fed with kindness
as the petals start to open
pure beauty is seen within
promising much treasure
through the sun light
releasing such a sweet fragrance
the flower opens completely
Such an awesome sight
expressing my love
in this rich red rose
my eternal love
I love you
A rose can say so much more than
I love you!
© Lis Bull
2014
Alone.....
A house full of people
Yet I feel so alone
Closed in by sadness
For my despair has grown
Feeling so weighed down
Hearing laughter somewhere
I'm in this living hell
Must escape this nightmare
No sunshine to be found
Dark colours do I see
Biting draft whipping through
Coldness all around me
A feeling of despair
Hanging over my head
Walls closing in on me
A sensation of dread
Huddled in the corner
Wondering how I`ll cope
Need to feel loved again
That would give me hope!
Oh, for a loving hug
Someone to hold me tight
Comforting and guiding
Then steer me to the light
Emotions can cause so many different states of mind......
© Lis Bull
2014
Friday, 17 January 2014
Missing you Mum.....
It seems so unfair
that you were taken
for there`s now a hole in my life
I'm sure the angels were mistaken!
You always had a smile
a cheerful word to say
and lit up my whole world
each and every day
Still God called you to his side
and they gave you your wings
then took you far away
where cherub and angel sings
Three years have passed by
find I'm missing you more lately
we who are left to remember
feel the burden greatly
Your wisdom and encouragement
in everything I have achieved
is missing from my life now
all the love that I received
For now there`s only memories
of everything gone by
the sadness of my loss
just hate saying goodbye
You will always remain in my heart
though I know you need your rest
you will always be so missed
Mum..... you are the best
Love and miss you always
© Lis Bull 2014
Hidden beauty
Reflective light
caught by the sun trapped by the sea
Shimmering to the eye
Some what plain on the outside
but stunningly beautiful within
Never judge something
by it`s cover, turn the pages
and see what`s inside.....
This is the same.....really
What looks dull
can be exciting...!
With a hidden gem to find
Beautiful colours
pinks, silvers and blues
shining in the light
Mesmerizing the soul
Awesome to the heart
This Mother of Pearl
smelling of the sea
Exposing its treasure
as it lays there on the sand
given up by the sea
Waiting to be discovered....!
Just love to discover the gem of the sea.....
© Lis Bull
2014
Thursday, 16 January 2014
Leopard
With sleek lean body crouched in the undergrowth
Ears pricked and eyes so bright watching for its prey
Blending into the surrounding habitat
Its unsuspecting meal`s not too far way
Watching and waiting for the right moment
Its eyes darting back and forth cunningly
Eyeing up the next victim, its next meal
Then once chosen, it moves in so stunningly
Crouched low to the ground, moving silently
Following every movement through the darkness
Its prey unaware of its presence close by
At the right time, it leaps out of the blackness
With its unique speed, the prey stands no chance
So adapted with its eyes, ears and coat
The leopard attacks with its claws out stretched
Suffocating its prey with a bite to the throat
After only a short space of time for the kill
The wilderness in plunged back into silence
With its meal safely dispatched up a tree
The leopard helps to keep nature in balance
I have a great love for the big cats and their way of life, long may we still be able to see them.
© Lissie Bull 2014
Trapped within my mind.....
Oh no I'm trapped within my own mind,
Clambering hard to get back outside
As my world is turning in on me
I'm feeling so close to suicide
This emptiness I find myself in
Absorbing my entire existence
Losing these feelings of being wanted
Numb from all sound, there`s only silence
Cocooned, wrapped up, entombed in this place
Trapped in here with no hope of escape
Fear with no hope, just suffocating
Pleading to get out of the landscape
So cold, bleak and unyielding down here
There`s sounds of water dripping with time
This rhythm is soothing to the heart
I'm here but don`t know what was my crime
I have lots of time to contemplate
To think things through and then understand
How I came to be in this awful place
I know now, I need to take command!
We all feel moments like this but it`s how we deal with them that counts.
Remember there is always hope in life and it`s good to ask for help..
Oh no I'm trapped within my own mind,
Clambering hard to get back outside
As my world is turning in on me
I'm feeling so close to suicide
Absorbing my entire existence
Losing these feelings of being wanted
Numb from all sound, there`s only silence
Cocooned, wrapped up, entombed in this place
Trapped in here with no hope of escape
Fear with no hope, just suffocating
Pleading to get out of the landscape
So cold, bleak and unyielding down here
There`s sounds of water dripping with time
This rhythm is soothing to the heart
I'm here but don`t know what was my crime
I have lots of time to contemplate
To think things through and then understand
How I came to be in this awful place
I know now, I need to take command!
We all feel moments like this but it`s how we deal with them that counts.
Remember there is always hope in life and it`s good to ask for help..
© Lis Bull 2014
Wednesday, 15 January 2014
Meditation.......
To sit and contemplate
is good for the soul
Clearing one`s mind
of all that`s unnecessary
Feeling up lifted
Rejuvenated
Whether sat cross legged
or comfortably on a chair
As long as it helps
Who cares..........?
Lilting soft music
a gentle beat
panpipes
rr sheer silence
Does it matter.....?
The steady rhythm of walking
can calm the mind
Send you into a trance
gentle beating of the march
Is this still meditation.....?
Yet for some
moving a warm disc
metaphorically
With the power of the mind
around the body
Warming along its route
Channelling the mind
Does this work.....?
There are as many ways
to meditate
As there are different
cultures.....
That all work the mind
thus calming the soul......!
Meditation heals the mind and calms the soul........
© Lis Bull
2014
Tuesday, 14 January 2014
Feathered Samurai
This stunning kestrel watches all
Missing nothing with his keen sight
Chest puffed out with sheer pride
A coiled spring, all ready for flight
Such an awesome bird to behold
He has the strength to over power
Then bring down his enemy
This magnificent warrior
Dressed so smartly in rustic red
Head cap and wings a deep slate blue
Dark beady eyes and sharp hooked beak
Brings fear to all who come into view
With long sharp menacing talons
As his most striking feature
He`s mastered all that he surveys
This powerful cunning creature
It`s a wonderful privilege
To watch him glide high in the sky
And to hear his call on the wind
As he dives down to his prey with flair
Fly free with the wind dear kestrel
Soar high above the countryside
Smartly dressed in your fine colours
Knowing your there, fills us with pride!
© Lis Bull 2014
Monday, 13 January 2014
Words and thorns
There is power to be found in the word
love and affection felt with tenderness
experienced through the ink of the pen
raw emotions in the harsh wilderness
this blood filed pen, pierces like the sharp thorn
that staunchly protects the fragrant red rose
warning off unsuitable pursuers
a moment in time, blood and thorn now shows
dripping with the sheer desire to survive
each word oozes with a need to be read
spoken with passion and authority
not to linger in an old book `til dead
likewise the rose`s need to stay untouched
to grow tall with elegance and beauty
therefore these fearfully sharp thorns comply
protecting these flowers are their duty
the enriched wonder of the word and thorn
sealed with think ink, are entwined together
for the realization of their existence
their power will remain with us for ever
Ink, blood, words and protective thorns, they are all linked in a powerful image for me
© Lis Bull 2014
Image found on pinterest
Sunday, 12 January 2014
How can this be..?
I can do nothing right
I say the wrong words
Do the wrong things
Hurt the ones I love
Maybe I shouldn't be here
Having an opinion is bad
Speaking out loud.... risky
As the words come rushing out
I have so much love to give
But it just floats away
The walls are closing in on me
Crushing my existence
Suffocating my heart
There`s a wall growing up
Blocking out the sun
I'm drowning in darkness
Spiked through the heart
Is this an existence?
Questions I must ask
God please hear my prayer
12th January 2014
© Lis Bull 2013
I can do nothing right
I say the wrong words
Do the wrong things
Hurt the ones I love
Maybe I shouldn't be here
Having an opinion is bad
Speaking out loud.... risky
As the words come rushing out
I have so much love to give
But it just floats away
The walls are closing in on me
Crushing my existence
Suffocating my heart
There`s a wall growing up
Blocking out the sun
I'm drowning in darkness
Spiked through the heart
Is this an existence?
Questions I must ask
God please hear my prayer
12th January 2014
© Lis Bull 2013
A Grey World
This grey on grey world around me
All colour has been extracted
Giving weird sensations to see
Objects crisper, nothing distracted
Grey skies intermittent with clouds
Hang over a greyish landscape
Every thing`s still there in detail
Crystal clear in every shape
Even though devoid of colour
There are different greys to behold
Warmth is still felt here through the streets
As the sun`s rays heat up the cold
Grey curtains hang in grey windows
Dark grey shadows hide in places
Black car parked by grey cobble stones
As children play with smiling faces
Music is heard from a distance
A steady beat is felt throughout
Colour doesn't change anything
Love life, that`s what it`s all about
Black, white or grey, they are only colours, what matters is how we live our lives.....
© Lis Bull 2014
Saturday, 11 January 2014
Winged Archangels
Winged archangels
Sent from heaven
Floating throughout our world
Awesome white wings
Outstretched,
Offering protection
Spreading their love
A messenger from God
Uplifting our hearts
When they`re around
Soft pale skin
Glowing in the sun
Speaking to our souls
Heart felt love
Surrounding us always
A swish of silk fabric
And a golden halo!
They`re on the wind
In the low mists
Deep in the oceans
Among the forests
Believe in archangels
As they`re everywhere
Among us, within us
Above and beyond
Never doubt them
They feed our souls
Protecting, guiding
Loving us all
Winged archangels
I find pictures inspire me and this poem is no exception......
© Lis Bull 2014
Friday, 10 January 2014
Expanding Workshop
You have your workshop Jon
Your forge, hammer and anvil
Large doors and concrete floors
So why my house as well?
Large pieces of wood appear
Paste and laminate spray
Old pillar drill and other things
All seem to find their way
My car has carried so much
From forge to fly press
Thought that was all ended
When you set up your business
How wrong was I to be
Seems there`s an understanding
Was thought but never voiced
Workshop was expanding
Some how we all manage
To squeeze it all inside
Step over or stack it up
We take it in our stride
Here`s hoping you will soon find
A larger working place
To relieve this bulging home
Then we`ll regain our space !
Just saying...Jon!!
10th January 2014
© Lissie Bull 2014
You have your workshop Jon
Your forge, hammer and anvil
Large doors and concrete floors
So why my house as well?
Large pieces of wood appear
Paste and laminate spray
Old pillar drill and other things
All seem to find their way
My car has carried so much
From forge to fly press
Thought that was all ended
When you set up your business
How wrong was I to be
Seems there`s an understanding
Was thought but never voiced
Workshop was expanding
Some how we all manage
To squeeze it all inside
Step over or stack it up
We take it in our stride
Here`s hoping you will soon find
A larger working place
To relieve this bulging home
Then we`ll regain our space !
Just saying...Jon!!
10th January 2014
© Lissie Bull 2014
The colours of our world
Blacks spin and mix, creating new colours
Blues and greys add a new dimension too
Swirling together merging with such power
Many dark greens can join with the blue
With the colour wheel that keep on turning
Mixing new colours can be a lot of fun
Reds are added to create some new hues
Not forgetting yellows. colours of the sun
Swirls of colours creating new colours
Violets, pinks leading to new creations
All these great hues are exciting to see
Like watching oils making revelations
Splashes of magenta and then turquoise too
These awesome colours help you to feel good
Painting our world in vibrant mixtures
With rainbows and sunsets, just as you should
Our world is a wonderful place to be
The different seasons with their many hues
A kaleidoscope of many colours
Air, sea and earth, this planet and it`s jewels.......
We are so lucky to have such a wonderfully colourful world around us....
© Lis Bull 2014
Blacks spin and mix, creating new colours
Blues and greys add a new dimension too
Swirling together merging with such power
Many dark greens can join with the blue
With the colour wheel that keep on turning
Mixing new colours can be a lot of fun
Reds are added to create some new hues
Not forgetting yellows. colours of the sun
Swirls of colours creating new colours
Violets, pinks leading to new creations
All these great hues are exciting to see
Like watching oils making revelations
Splashes of magenta and then turquoise too
These awesome colours help you to feel good
Painting our world in vibrant mixtures
With rainbows and sunsets, just as you should
Our world is a wonderful place to be
The different seasons with their many hues
A kaleidoscope of many colours
Air, sea and earth, this planet and it`s jewels.......
We are so lucky to have such a wonderfully colourful world around us....
© Lis Bull 2014
Thursday, 9 January 2014
Life`s paths
Circles of life spinning around
From birth to death, it`s there to be found
Whizzing about, darting here and there
Dashing high or low, but please take care
Remember there`s a goal for everyone
But hard to know what`s to be done
Finding the path that you should follow
Over the mountains or through the hollow
Can`t choose your family I know that`s true
Be wise with friends they`ll look after you
Your path in life is not carved in stone
Its all up to you to set the tone
Your route through life can not be seen
Only part visible, is where you`ve been
It can be very challenging to find your path in life, but great to know it`s your choice to make....
© Lis Bull
2014
Wednesday, 8 January 2014
Cats Eyes
Darkness all around
Shadows, black on black
Silence here, no sound
Blind to an attack
Feel claustrophobic
Nothing there to see
Blackness everywhere
Closing in on me
Feeling insecure
Need to see some light
My torch I secure
What comes into sight?
Two bright orbs staring
They`re all I can see
Bright cats eyes flaring
Flashing there at me
Cats eyes bright eyes, just love the way they light up!
© Lis Bull 2014
Darkness all around
Shadows, black on black
Silence here, no sound
Blind to an attack
Feel claustrophobic
Nothing there to see
Blackness everywhere
Closing in on me
Feeling insecure
Need to see some light
My torch I secure
What comes into sight?
Two bright orbs staring
They`re all I can see
Bright cats eyes flaring
Flashing there at me
Cats eyes bright eyes, just love the way they light up!
© Lis Bull 2014
Tuesday, 7 January 2014
Exploring mysteries
Though the entrance was small and dark
What lay within was full of mystery
At first it all looked dank and stark
But it`s really full of history
Over the threshold then down below
To explore the wonders we`ll find
As the slant of the sun will show
These treasures left by past mankind
Standing there in total wonderment
As we spin there slowly around
Our hearts beating with excitement
For all the relics that we've found
Through the slant of bright sun light
Colours reflected in the pool
Feeling humbled by such a sight
This quiet tranquil cave so cool
But the best thing that I can see
Is the sheer beauty of this place
The colours reflecting eerily
Giving the illusion of space
Sheer awe of this forgotten cave
This huge cathedral of beauty
Silence through it`s majestic nave
Treating this in reverent duty
So here let us take a moment
To think of all that`s gone before
It`s destruction we must prevent
And this protect it evermore.
Mysterious cave hold treasures from our past!
© Lis Bull 2014
Though the entrance was small and dark
What lay within was full of mystery
At first it all looked dank and stark
But it`s really full of history
Over the threshold then down below
To explore the wonders we`ll find
As the slant of the sun will show
These treasures left by past mankind
Standing there in total wonderment
As we spin there slowly around
Our hearts beating with excitement
For all the relics that we've found
Through the slant of bright sun light
Colours reflected in the pool
Feeling humbled by such a sight
This quiet tranquil cave so cool
Is the sheer beauty of this place
The colours reflecting eerily
Giving the illusion of space
Sheer awe of this forgotten cave
This huge cathedral of beauty
Silence through it`s majestic nave
Treating this in reverent duty
So here let us take a moment
To think of all that`s gone before
It`s destruction we must prevent
And this protect it evermore.
Mysterious cave hold treasures from our past!
© Lis Bull 2014
The Stormy Journey
Setting off in trepidation
We make our way down the street
All warm and dry in our vehicle
This isn't going to be a treat
Buffeted by this torrent
Winds are howling all around
We`re all cocooned in our car
Splashed through puddles on the ground
Surface water across the road
Reflected in other head lights
Wipers going on full power
Making it hard to see the sights
As we travel on our way
From city roads to countryside
The weather is getting worse
Ending up in a flood tide
With fields all under water
Splashing along the highway
Thus reaching our destination
What pure horrors that end this day!
Rain, winds, floods and blaring lights......not a pleasant journey!
© Lis Bull 2014
Monday, 6 January 2014
Circles on the water
A pebble drops from above
Splashes then spirals outward
Leaving marks on the waters
Ever increasing circles,
Expanding out to the edge
Continually moving
Spinning round and round
Changing the the surface tension
Reflects this simple movement
These circles on their journey
Wonder where their travels end?
Such a simple action create a moving reaction!
© Lis Bull 2014
Sunday, 5 January 2014
Sleepy Winter Forests
A soft patter of snow as it falls
Gently floating down out of the sky
Landing silently on all nature
A pleasing sight to the naked eye
The more it falls the whiter the land
All muffled in a blanket of snow
A feathered effect drifting on air
So light to the touch, easy to blow
All through the ancient forest the snow
Settling everywhere on the ground
But under the great boughs all is bare
No creature is heard, there`s no sound
High up in the fir tree canopy
Through the light snow flakes descending there
Each little pine needle is covered
Wrapped up snugly from the cold air.
As the landscape sleeps under the snow
All protected from the wind and cold
Winter amongst these wonderful trees
Is such an awesome sight to behold
Winter time, though bleak and cold, is still a wonderful season, creating awesome scenery for all to enjoy.
© Lis Bull 2014
January Sales!!
Christmas has now been and gone
Decorations have come down
The last angels` been boxes up
With the shiny golden crown
After all the celebrations
The house is looking very bare
For all the sparkling tinsel
Has now gone until next year
All the seasonal humour
Has been replayed with the sales
Rushing round the town centre
Grabbing clothes from the shop rails
Where there was once peace and love
Sheer warfare is found throughout
Festive music`s been replaced
With boisterous women that shout
I hate the start of the sales
Crowds racing around the shops
Buying up all the bargains
Shoes and consorts, games and tops
But by the end of the day
The shop floor has been wiped clean
These sales bring out the madness
In every bargain king and queen!
Another round of sales has begun lol!!
© Lis Bull
2014
Saturday, 4 January 2014
Sea and sand
I hear the dark sea lapping at the sand
Slowly ebbing and flowing in rhythm
As the moon`s influence commands it so
I found myself filled with heavenly wisdom
Wonderful links between heaven and earth
This coming together of sea and land
Amazing powers beyond our control
Unpredictable this water and sand
The dark wet grains sinking under my feet
As I walk bare footed along the beach
Leaving a small line of prints in my wake
As white crested waves appear out of reach
The two different elements work well
And both of them flow in their own way
Come together in this wonderful zone
That changes with the seasons every day
So as I continue to walk along
With sun on my back and spray in my face
I feel so at peace with each element
Enjoying all that`s offered in this space
Just memories now.......
While I was young you were always there
I remember times we spent together
Your strong hand was there to guide me
Pick me up as if I was a feather
We would walk and talk for hours
Discussing so many topics
Oh we would put the world to rights
From wrestling. art to politics
I would always look up to you
You were my rock and inspiration
Someone I`d go to when times were tough
To Strive on a strong foundation
Then things started to unravel
You didn`t appear to be so strong
No more advise or comfort given
Just a lonely road, far to long
Miss your gentle wisdom these days
Sadly you`re no longer by my side
I am not sure where you really are
But miss keeping up with your stride
Lost memories are still important to treasure!
© Lis Bull 2014
Friday, 3 January 2014
New Year`s Resolution!!
A new year....a new start
Making the best of it
Standing tall before the world
This time not going to quit
Holding my head up high
Know I can make the grade
Now to take a steady stride
So not going to be afraid!
Don`t try......I won`t get anywhere
Have been through too much strife
A deep breath.......here I go!
I am now ready for life
What more is there to say.......bring it on!!!
© Lis Bull 2014
Thursday, 2 January 2014
A year In Rhyme
January was cold and wet
Can`t believe it`s a new year
So much here to celebrate
Let`s start it off with a cheer
February is much the same
Though there was Valentine`s day
Mother earth is waking up
Which means spring is on its way
March is the month for Easter
Where spring should now appear
Away with the winter blues
An egg hunt is happening here
April is the month for fools
Sill pranks are all around
Puts a smile upon your face
For there`s happiness abound
May dances in with such flair
Songs and merriment too
Farm hands are working so hard
As crops begin to peep through
June then leaps in with flowers
As the garden`s in full bloom
It`s great to welcome summer
Lazy times here we assume
July can be a stressful month
Exams are now in full swing
Soon there`ll be the holidays
And beach boys will then be king
August brings hot summer days
Six weeks off from all the schools
Foreign travel to distant parts
Barbecues and swimming pools
September hails term again
It`s back to education
Though the weather is still warm
After that great vacation!
October and now autumn`s here
The nights are getting shorter
Reds, oranges and yellows
We`re into the fourth quarter
November means fire works
And Remembrance Sunday too
The trees are stripped of their leaves
And Jack Frost has skipped on through
December brings in winter
It has been an awesome year
Merry Christmas one and all
Hope the next is full of cheer!!
Happy New Year
January was cold and wet
Can`t believe it`s a new year
So much here to celebrate
Let`s start it off with a cheer
February is much the same
Though there was Valentine`s day
Mother earth is waking up
Which means spring is on its way
March is the month for Easter
Where spring should now appear
Away with the winter blues
An egg hunt is happening here
April is the month for fools
Sill pranks are all around
Puts a smile upon your face
For there`s happiness abound
May dances in with such flair
Songs and merriment too
Farm hands are working so hard
As crops begin to peep through
June then leaps in with flowers
As the garden`s in full bloom
It`s great to welcome summer
Lazy times here we assume
July can be a stressful month
Exams are now in full swing
Soon there`ll be the holidays
And beach boys will then be king
August brings hot summer days
Six weeks off from all the schools
Foreign travel to distant parts
Barbecues and swimming pools
September hails term again
It`s back to education
Though the weather is still warm
After that great vacation!
October and now autumn`s here
The nights are getting shorter
Reds, oranges and yellows
We`re into the fourth quarter
November means fire works
And Remembrance Sunday too
The trees are stripped of their leaves
And Jack Frost has skipped on through
December brings in winter
It has been an awesome year
Merry Christmas one and all
Hope the next is full of cheer!!
Happy New Year
© Lis Bull 2013
Wednesday, 1 January 2014
Mum`s Painting
The painting of you hangs on my wall
A moment in time held eternal
The art work painted by your father
It makes me feel so sentimental
You look so beautiful and happy
Dressed so smartly in pale blue and white
Your hair style typical of that time
Red lipstick and hazel eyes so bright
You look so radiant watching me
There on the wall smiling every day
The angels came and gave you your wings
Missing you mum, since you went away
Now all I have are my memories
This painting and your photographs too
One day we will be reunited
Until that time, I will always miss you.
The painting of you hangs on my wall
A moment in time held eternal
The art work painted by your father
It makes me feel so sentimental
You look so beautiful and happy
Dressed so smartly in pale blue and white
Your hair style typical of that time
Red lipstick and hazel eyes so bright
You look so radiant watching me
There on the wall smiling every day
The angels came and gave you your wings
Missing you mum, since you went away
Now all I have are my memories
This painting and your photographs too
One day we will be reunited
Until that time, I will always miss you.
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