How can this be..?

I can do nothing right
I say the wrong words
Do the wrong things
Hurt the ones I love
Maybe I shouldn't be here
Having an opinion is bad
Speaking out loud.... risky
As the words come rushing out
I have so much love to give
But it just floats away
The walls are closing in on me
Crushing my existence
Suffocating my heart
There`s a wall growing up
Blocking out the sun
I'm drowning  in darkness
Spiked through the heart
Is this an existence?
Questions I must ask
God please hear my prayer

12th January 2014



© Lis Bull 2013