I must be.....

I must be a bad mother
there it`s now been said
can`t seem to do any good
I must be thick in the head

Everything I try to do
just appears to be wrong
giving advice and caring
can`t keep this up for long

I love my kids so much
but they`re growing older
mum is just a nuisance
or are they getting bolder?

Heart is beating slower
my soul is hurting bad
not sure I can carry on
miss the family life we had

As time stops for no man
we can`t sit down and wait
this needs to be sorted
worry shouldn't turn to hate

I must be a bad mother
or all this pain would cease
I will try to carry on
but all I want is love and peace!

© Lissie Bull 2014